Day 2174 – Day 2178
“My quota of nonsense has been filled. If you have nonsense to share with me, you’ll have to queue up for the next life.”
Someone said this is the attitude that I give off, lately. To be fair, it is the attitude I tend to give off, in a business setting, whenever I am met with nonsense. I don’t suffer fools gladly, which makes me rubbish at sales.
If crisis and complex emergency teaches us anything, it is that, in a world of finite resources and challenging logistics, we need to establish what is the quota of stock we can store for the needs of ourselves and our charges, how much warehouse space we can spare for scrap stock, and how we will distribute the most valuable resources. In good times and in bad, if we are to achieve what it is we came here to do, if we are to have a fulfilling life and to leave a legacy, then we must ration our physical resources, our time, our attention and our effort. Love – we have that in plenty. But when we ration the other things, where we spend our love gets focused as well.
My mother was the kindest and most tolerant person I’ve ever known and I developed those qualities through her example. These are great qualities and I would never want to lose them. What she didn’t really teach me, however, was how to recognize and minimize the nonsense of the time-wasters or how to recognize and back a good investment. We don’t always have the ability to discern which will be a good investment, in the long run, but there are some criteria we should apply to our decision-making process.
We want to give where we feel there is some possibility of seeing a satisfying return. If we’re talking about a relationship, there is nothing worse than finding yourself in the position of doing most of the work to initiate or perpetuate a bond between two people. If there is anything worse, it occurs when all they bring is scrap. I’ve come to the conclusion that it is better to spend time alone than to spend time with someone who does not invest, valuably, in me. I have often found that the best investments I’ve ever made have been those that I’ve made in myself.
If, however, we are talking about where we’d like to spread generosity, I look for those who are as willing to invest value into themselves as I am to invest in them. A key value in my work-life is to develop others and there is nothing more soul destroying than to invest in someone who is dedicated to self-sabotage.
Maybe it was my brush with death last year. Maybe it is this global pandemic and economic crisis. Maybe it is one too many exhausting relationships. Whatever it is, I’ve reached my quota of nonsense and I have no more tolerance for it. My focus is on the fair and wise distribution and deployment of the assets in my warehouse.
I’m grateful for that wonderful observation that has given me a useful image to call to mind, whenever I am tempted to squander my resources. I’m grateful for the gifts my mother bestowed on me so that I have valued resources to share. I’m grateful that I have reached my limit.
For what are you most grateful, today?