Day 2027 – Day 2039
I’m a bit late in uploading a post. I have been extremely busy – and not in a fun way. But I’m rolling with the punches. I hope you are, too.
Some of the work I do comes into full force in times like these and I’d like to get past the work that is very earth bound and practical (and to be honest, really hard on the heart) so that I can get to what I feel is my real work at this time. I have been so busy with my day job that I have, I’m displeased with myself to admit, let my spiritual work slide a bit in the past week. On Thursday I was feeling so stressed out by a combination of the work I am doing and the response I’ve been receiving that I was stress eating everything in sight. I’m grateful for the love and support of some good friends, particularly CMF, who helped me remember who I am and the worth in what I’m doing. I got it together and I am doing what I can to bring my professional skills to a sometimes-unwilling client. And, I am taking care of myself and my family (I’m single, no kids, so that is extended family).
There is a lot of panic buying and we are seeing the worst in people coming out. There is nothing wrong in being prepared and in fact, I think it is our civic duty to one another that we get prepared to stay home for a good long time. But we don’t need to run over the old ladies and push toddlers out of the way to get that last packet of toilet paper. When I see it in the store, I buy a single pack because I know that my father, my sister, my nephew, or my aunt will need it. I’m good, I’ve got what I need. And so, when I’m out buying my bok choy and other fresh veg each week, I shop for my circle. We all can do that. I know a co-worker struggled to get a certain brand of gluten free pasta. When I was in the store, I saw some of it on sale for 2 for $4 and I bought 2. I didn’t buy 10. There will be enough for all of us. I preserved my garden last year, and I have more dehydrated kale than anyone would ever wish to have to eat. (This year, I will not plant 9 kale plants. I bought a flat of seedlings and couldn’t give the stuff away to other gardeners. Now I know why! Anyway, 3 will be enough for fresh kale all season, so I’m seeding my own seedlings). We all, if we calm down a bit, and look in our larder, probably have enough to eat for the next month. The people who don’t are those who live very close to the poverty line or who have no space to store food. Relax. Leave something on the shelves for them.
Today I will go to the post office, and on a battery run (check the battery in your thermometer and consider having a spare). I’m doing that on behalf of a whole bunch of folks. If we work together, we can minimize our contacts and maximize our social distancing.
I have a busy week ahead as we begin to implement some of my recommendations but I’m grateful that I decided not to work the whole weekend and I took some down time to go out in the sunshine, even though it was blowing my hair off with the winds through the prairie, here. And, I’m grateful that I opted to pick up some flowers and some potted plants. I will pick up some more seeds and seedlings tomorrow in anticipation of planting a lovely garden on my deck in a few weeks. My job is not one that has a work – from – home option but if I do get stuck at home, I want to be surrounded by beautiful flowers.
I am grateful, too, for the creativity of my friends who are organizing online concerts and online body music classes. If I get stuck at home, I’d have loads of things to occupy my time! And, I’m hoping that if the world slows down a little, we will all have time to catch up via Skype or Zoom or whatever networking programme you use.
I’m really busy for the next few weeks with work that is important to be done right now. But I didn’t want to let slide the other important things in my life, like marking my journey of gratitude. This has been hastily written but I think you will forgive me for my messy hair and lack of punctuation. The key in the gratitude journey is to just keep showing up.
We see a lot of ugly in people right now. I’m guessing that this obsession with toilet tissue has to do with our primal fear. Poo is pretty base chakra stuff. And, having toilet roll is a mark of modernization and civilization, in many of our psyches. As long as we have toilet roll, our civilization will not crumble and in a world where the great threat is something we cannot see or control, the one thing we can control is our poo and how civilized we are about it. I get it. But civilization is about being civil to one another. I know we are remembering that, and I’m grateful to see that happening. If you panicked, I forgive you, and let’s get back to working together as a civilization. Sh*t’s gotten pretty real in Asia and Europe already. It’s about to get real in North America and Australia too. Let’s roll with it, and look out for ourselves as well as looking out for each other.
Remember, that in dark times there is so much goodness, too. If you can’t see the goodness, then I encourage you to BE the goodness in your world. Help someone who needs some help getting prepared or is in isolation, today. Share some of your toilet tissue with others.