Day 1483 – Day 1488
I’m back to work this week, after last week’s anxiety producing surgery. I’m not thrilled to have been under the weather for the end of the summer, but as autumn rolls around and children go back to school, I am reminded that I used to feel a sense of melancholy at this time of year that I associate with childhood, and the knowledge that the carefree days of summer had come to an end, and the time to crack down and set to the task of earning good grades was upon me.
There is something wrong in that. I love learning. I hate the testing that has always been a part of my education. As an adult, with a post graduate degree, and several professional qualifications, I think its safe to put to rest the days of testing, and return to the love of learning.
The school of hard knocks and of self awareness is, in many ways, the best teacher but the formal acquisition of knowledge and new skills is a favourite pastime, for me. Learning new facts, systems and ideas brings me joy. Drawing from the same old well of stale ideas and ways of doing things stifles creativity. There is nothing more igniting than a new idea and the process of synthesizing that idea with older concepts. At least, that is the case, for me. One of the requirements of my professions is maintaining continuing education records to ensure that I am keeping up to date with developments in my fields. That is a pretty broad requirement and I sometimes struggle to find verifiable courses that pertain to my particular career.
This September, as the weather changes and the oppressive heat settles into a cooler, comfortable temperature, I continue to harvest the last fruits of my garden, and I have set out to harvest some new ideas beyond that which is simply “pertinent”. When I lived in London, I was incredibly grateful to have a lot of continuing education that was financed by my company, and a considerable amount that was free from my institute and the wellbeing departments attached to my professional institutes. Although I cannot attend those in person anymore, I do have access to some of them online, as well as a host of University courses.
I enjoyed learning with others, and I made friends from some of the participants and teachers of those classes. But, when life hands you lemons, you need to learn to make lemonade. And so, this September, I went back to school with three University courses by distance education offered as MOOCs (Massive Open Online Courses). I am grateful for the wealth of free or low cost resources available to me as I continue my education, self financed. I’m doing courses that will be of benefit to my day to day working life and have some application to one’s personal life as well.
I’ve felt uninspired in my work, for a few months now, and I think this is largely attributable to a lack of colleagues and mentorship opportunities, and the incubator that colleagues and mentors provide. Because I’ve spent my whole adult life away from here, I lack a professional network where I’m living. Imperial College London, The University of Munich and The University of California, Berkeley, have now become my extended network, in addition to those friends and colleagues that live in different time zones. I’m grateful that I am resourceful and able to be self-directed, because with a MOOC-style education, that is what is required. With so many courses to choose from, I have carefully selected three that are aligned with my values and purpose, and also directed towards my professional requirements and goals. I’m pretty happy about that.
While solitude and contemplative time is really important and must be preserved, my evenings are going to be busy this autumn. But accommodating study into my life is nothing new. For most of my working life, I have studied alongside working a day job or two. I finished my Creative Writing degree and studied with a professional acting school, while I was working in the film business in New York, and I became a minister while I was working in the entertainment business and held down a seasonal job as well. I worked towards a certificate in Sustainability and became a polarity practitioner in there, somewhere, as well. (Ah, the energy of youth!) And, when I moved to London, well, I studied to become a professional while working full time, and then got a second qualification when that was finished. I am a life-long learner. I love to learn. And each thing I learn bounces off the other things I have learned and this will be my own internal incubator.
I encourage anyone who is feeling a bit bored or uninspired, as winter sets in, to take a look at the vast array of MOOCs, continuing education or distance education courses that are available, near or far. Maybe we will meet in some distant University chat room.
For what are you most grateful today?